Ghost of David
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It just so happens I have many concerns
My brother's down the road and my lover in town
They both need affection
And some kind of love
Well I'm the one who gives it at any given time
From two in the morning to six
Call me up and cry
My lover keeps it secret that we meet under covers
When asked by her man if we two are lovers
She says, "I hardly know him.
Besides, he's not my type."
Her man's a policeman with a keen sense of trouble
He's known just by danger
And all kinds of liars
Brother called this morning in a terrible panic
Spies in the closet, bugs in the attic
He screams bloody murder saying,
"We're all gonna die.
Death is upon me, I know 'cause he showed me
Pictures of graveyards and us underneath."
I'm losing my hearing from my brother screaming,
"They're coming to get me and
Someone call the police."
Two in the morning, the phone disconnected
Her man knows I'm calling, it's what I expected
A note on my backdoor saying, "Baby not tonight."
So I sit with my brother who is nursing a cut wrist
He's mumbling "Forgive me."
And "Don't let them take me away."
I can be a good boy and stay out of trouble
Jackie I love you and
Don't let them take your brother
Strapped to a table, go in electrodes
"Jackie come save me the doctors will kill me."
"No, they're here to help you
Straighten out your mind."
The TV is blaring with some preacher saying that
God is among us and he hears our cries
Lord, do me a favor
It's wrong but I ask you
Take my brother's life
'Cause he's sick of the suffering
The pills he's inhaling
The cross he is bearing
That is his trouble mind
Desert
Tell me when tomorrow comes
I'll be the first to ride
Start the car and honk the horn
I'll be right outside
Pour a drink and open wide
I have things to tell
I have seen the brighter side
Of the roads that lead to hell
Yesterday is miles away
You'll miss it if you blink
And I've found my salvation in
The places where you drink
You can say you're on my side
And I know that's a lie
'Cause given the chance you'd stab my back
And leave me here to die
Just give me the keys tonight
I'm happy when I drive
Revenge is the perfect word
For what I have in mind
Desert lives bring deserted lives
I know from first hand
We're moved around like circus clowns
When laughter's in demand
Johnny Go Riding
Johnny let's go out riding
to a place outside of town
I go there every Sunday
To watch the sun go down
There's plenty of girls who know you
They've been asking where you've been
Johnny don't disappoint them
They'd all like to you see you away again
Willy, I don't think I'm ready
To leave this house of mine
You go out and tell them
I'm not the social kind
Some men they are lovers
And others the fighting type
Me, I'm in the middle of
Choosing which one I'd like to be
Judy, she's out catching
Rides in passing cars
The memories of me and her
Have burned out like the stars
But me, I'm not disappointed
In knowing that she's free
Someday down the line
I knew she'd one day up and leave
Willy, forget you're troubles
And lay back on the grass
There's no need to get nostalgic
Thinking about the past
What's gone is gone, what's here is now
She standing by a fence
She's wearing a beautiful party dress
And wanting you to dance
Great Today
I have the potential to be great today
Everyone I know will see the change
To be greater than I have before
Drawing lines that drag me to the floor
You could be so much better
Something tells me that you're on my side
Feeding me words that one day will kill my pride
You're too much for me that's what you said
You're too much for me that's what you said
I see potential
You could be so much better
You could be so much better
Tonight I Will Retire
Oh tonight I will retire
To the arms of my lover
The sweetest kiss she will give
As I lay down beside her
What will she think
When she awakes
Just to find I have left here
Oh tonight I will retire
To these hands with revolver
And I don't fear death
I will commit
Like an old friend I've known forever
So come on in, take me on
No I won't stay here no longer
And if I should taste fire
Save me not, I deserve to die
And oh tonight I will retire
To loving arms of my savior
And we will walk through his gates
To the skies of Heaven
And no more tears will I cry
Are my sins, are they forgiven
And if I should taste fire
Save me not, I deserve to die
And if I should taste fire
Save me not, I deserve to die
Ghost of David
I've see you walk desert highways
Come on out they're waiting for you
Mother lost her one and only
Fear the worst for dead are many
And I've seen the ghost of David
In the house of his childhood
Forget him not, still he loves you
Life is short but love's eternal
Come on out we're waiting for you
Come on out we're waiting for you
Parking Lot
In the window by a phone
She waits for him at home
She waits a long time
In the vacant parking lot
Watching couples with their kids
Where did we go wrong
Words were spoken words were lost
Rings were given vows forgot
Where did we go wrong
Monday comes you find a note
I've left town this time for good
What did I do wrong
Vacant bedrooms pictures fade
Moments when the times were good
When did it all go bad
Rearview
She don't, she don't keep you moving
I know, I know how to move you
Does it every time
You're gonna lose your mind
She don't, she don't keep you in the rearview
She wants presents you can't give her
She does it every time
She's gonna lose her mind
She's talking to herself at night
Paxil
] come today
because the medication kicked in
beneath this big exterior
is a heart that doesn’t work
leave me alone ’cause i’m
there’s no telling what will go down
my head is on fire
i am on fire
Walk With Me
Walk with me down the street
Walk with me to Water Street
December
Winter, put on your coat
They're expecting a cold one
Plenty of ice and snow
On the North Dakota plains
December, you killed a man
Trapped in his car for hours
He couldn't call for help
'Cause all of the lines were down
They found him in his car
Hands stuck to the steering wheel
Winter, I found it out
How you can be so cruel
Boy you just watch you back
'Cause one day I'll kill you too
They'll find you in your car
Hands stuck to steering wheel
They'll find you in your car
Hands stuck to steering wheel
Rosewood Casket
There's a little rosewood casket
That is resting on the stand
There's a package of old letters
Written by my loved one's hand
Go and bring them to me, brother
Come and sit upon my bed
Lay your head upon my pillow
While each cherished line is read
Read them gently to me, brother
Read them 'til I fall asleep
For the sleep to wake in heaven
Oh dear brother do not weep
Last night I saw him walking
With a lady by his side
And I thought I heard him tell her
She could never be his bride
When at last I'm gone forever
And my friends are gathered round
And my narrow grave is ready
In some lonesome church yard ground
There's a little rosewood casket
That is resting on the stand
There's a package of old letters
Written by my loved one's hand